am departing..

wow...its been a long time no see..ola blog! 


well, i guess i have no moOd to blogging cz of many obstacle that i have to crush and take part  ;)


this week maybe the best time, but i think this is the final touch! ahax!


i have to leave this blog as am gonna start a journey to another place..hehe
and i already create THE FOCUS now..

i just stared at the star, and whispered when do will i go THERE...

i cry to the moOn when i saw it, and am cursing at myself, i dont wanna make them dissapointed..

i keep on try to loOk at the sun, and i wish i will be like you, sun...shine to people when they needs you..

that 3 figured meaning that i've to focus now..

i wish i can reach the star, and i stand where do i want..

i wish i'll never cry when i see the moOn and make them happy, and feel me..

i wish i will be like sun, and shining, sparkling and inspired people, when they need me..

i wish i can reach this focus, and believe to myself, confidence without a doubt, run as far as i can,do what i wanna do, and i want this all are seen by Allah..i hope Allah will help me to get thru all the hard time, and help me when nobody cant help..

and now, the target are being in progress with higher determination..and i will stand and keep it strong till i have'nt reach it yet..wish me succsess u guys..

well, am writing this while listen to this song..haha, this is for someone..and it's really honest from this heart..lastly, i wish i'll be part in his heart, despite its just a piece ;)

i just wanna say that JOAHEYO . SARANGHAE.

thanx cuz read this..will God always near u..   ;)

My Heart Is Cursing

Smile a little more
With a happy smile
So that you can comfort my heart
That keeps looking for you
Smile a little more

So that the world would be jealous
So that my heart that keeps calling for you
Would not be able to become greedy
My heart curses at me
because I can’t even say I love you
My tears burst

because my longing for you flows and flows
Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn
And remain in my ears the whole day
Why does it have to be you
Why did I have to love you
Even if I shake my head, deny it
I can’t let you go
My heart curses at me,
because I can’t even say I love you
My tears burst,

because my longing for you flows and flows
Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn
And remain in my ears the whole day
I love you, I love you
Forever
Even if you don’t look at me

Even if I say it a thousand times, you don’t know
Even if I wait at the same spot, you don’t know
My foolish love that simply looks at you like an idiot
You don’t know, No matter what

that I LOVE YOU  ;)

˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙

Qistina Othman